UGH!

Well today I done told my boss I was pregnant, but not for the reason i wanted... i told him because he told ME he is leaving our little company to move on to bigger and better things! :( This bums me out big time. I love the guy. Most of my peers freak when their sales managers travel with them, but I actually looked forward to the time he spent with me. He always tried to make the best of it, and even when i wasnt on the ball, he tried to make each time a learning experience. So anyway, I figured I would check in with him to see what the president of the company would think when i told him. He said I am golden, and not to worry. So thats good.

I felt wayyyyyyy better today. I had some caffeine and a walk this am, then a little more caffeine and some gas-x and ginger chews this eve and I feel way better. Of course, I have to say NOTHING but bland carbs and watered down apple juice appeal to me. I made enchiladas for my poor beleagured sweetheart - hes as worn out by MY pregnancy as i am - but i cant bear to think about eating any. its funny to me that i thought i was above this business - i thought that people who had morning sickness just werent eating in the am... didnt even know about the gas, and i even thought the tired thing was a cop out. Boy was i wrong. What can i say? Ill never look at a pregnant woman the same way again.

Our other baby - Racey - has an operation tomorrow to remove two little tumors. We hemmed and hawed, but decided this would be our last repair job in hopes that we can prolong her life and love her a little longer. She can be neurotic and pesky, but we love her and we really enjoy having her around. And the thing is, shes got the spirit of a puppy so we cant see letting her go until she seems to slow down.

Guess thats is for now. More complaining later. ;)

Love,
Sara